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Feb 6, 2007

what is philosophy?

Dr. Grippe,

To answer your question:

No, I don't think it is okay to engage in heinous crimes even if it is personally or societally allowed. I think, even when these people [who committed these crimes] allow themselves to reason out the "good' of their crimes, it still doesn't make sense. Their reasoning doesn't make any sense, they are nonsensical. Society in ancient Rome allowed barbaric fights between prisoners for entertainment, and yet after a while, it became nonsensical. They couldn't continue the tradition because as the people think of the reasoning behind this, if it is of any importance, if any of it is logical to pursue, they ended up knowing that everything is shallow, that there really is no logical reasoning behind it all. l

The farther I read and try to understand philosophy, it seems to me that philosophy's main ground is not only just asking questions and just answering it. As you are trying to point out, the reasoning behind it is all too important to just give meaning or reason to a certain answer because of mere or true belief without logically analyzing each main point of reasoning. The reasoning behind the answer needs to be sound, to be believable, and it needs to give life to the question itself.

But in my case, a Filipino with a limited vocabulary, it is hard to express my reasoning on my philosophical standards because of language barrier. I am just talking about being here in United States, where English is the primary language. This poses a big threat to my line of reasoning just because I cannot fully express what I mean. Reading chapter 18 of Succio about analytical philosophy and Witgensteins's "deconstruction of traditional philosophy" in Tractarus, it made me question what and how language affects the logical reasoning behind a philosophy. Our philosophy itself is very limited to our own experiences, beliefs and knowledge, Wittgenstein may have actually have a point regarding "philosophical problems as results of misunderstanding what language is and how it works."

Do I think of philosophy as "illusory and linguistic?" I have yet to understand all aspects of philosophy before I can be final on my stand on philosophy but I can truly say that Wittgenstein's made me question more of what philosophy truly is. To grasp philosophy is to grasp everything that stands for a good, logical reason.

well, at least, for the first part of our philosophy reading.

Note: All quotes are form Succio, Chapter 18, page 497

and his response...


Well said!!!

You have no barrier to understanding as far as I can see.

Dr. G

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a woman's worth

In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he
was pursuing the question,
"What kind of man are you looking for?"

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in
the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?"

Reluctantly, he said "Yes."

She began to expound...

"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a
position to ask a man what he can do for me that I
can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take
care of my household without the help of any
man...or woman for that matter. I am in the
position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?"

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she
was referring to money. She quickly corrected his
thought and stated, "I am not referring to money.
I need something more. I need a man who is
striving for perfection in every aspect of life."

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and
asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for
someone who is striving for perfection mentally
because I need conversation and mental
stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man.

"I am looking for someone who is striving for
perfection spiritually because I don't need to be
unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers
is a recipe for disaster.

"I need a man who is striving for perfection
financially because I don't need a financial burden.

"I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough
to understand what I go through as a woman, but
strong enough to keep me grounded.

"I am looking for someone who I can respect. In
order to be submissive, I must respect him. I
cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking
care of his business. I have no problem being
submissive...he just has to be worthy.

"God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't
help a man if he can't help himself."

When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He
sat there with a puzzled look on his face. He
said, "You are asking a lot."

She replied, "I'm worth a lot."


Send this to every woman who's worth a lot. ^_^

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epigrammatic

i did this like in 2001...still young and immature


- o 0 Scientific Biostat 0 o -
Genus:
Mary Grace
Species:
M&F&EHFTWU
Common Name:
Grace, Grazia, Sweetie, Nini
Niche:
Chokolait, Nixinne, Angelcake, Endyelkeyk
Habitat:
Sacramento, CA
Rehabilitation Center:
Norwalk Community College (previously)
Student Number:
01100402541
Email Address(es):
nixinne@hotmail.com
Homepage URL:
http://www.angelfire.com/ct3/nixinne
Category:
Rated RDA
Condition:
Schizophrenic

- o 0 Favoritez Clichez 0 o -

Fave Weather:
Sunny weather
Fave Time of the Day:
Nightime..when i can go out and have some fun
Fave Spot on Earth:
Beach... while the moonlight shines through my soul
Fave Alienated Word:
Whaddahell are u talkin about? Stooooopid!
Fave Part of the Body:
My hair and my eyes
Fave Brand of Pen:
Parker
Fave Childhood Game:
Patintero, Putbol, Jack en Poy
Fave Highschool Year:
Senior year! Where all the fun is out!
Fave Cartoon Character:
Tweety Bird..."i thawt i thaw a puddy tat"
Fave Pet Name:
Angela, Teresa, Joy...ay!..pets name nga pala no?
Fave School Attire:
Thongs, bikinis, evening gown...barong?
Fave Perfume:
CK One, Cool Water, Tommy Girl, Polo Sport, Drakkar
Fave Enemy:
Well, i dont want to have one!
Why?
Can i really have a favorite enemy? Jeezzz
Fave Male Highschool Classmate:
Jerick Canencia
Why?:
He's my best pal before. He help me with music, i help him get girls
Fave Female Highschool Classmate:
Hermione
Why?
She's my best friend
Fave Highschool Affair/Celebration:
LCC... high school fair '93
Fave College Affair/Celebration:
Dean's Lister Fall'99


- o 0 Freeztyle 0 o -

Last thing you wanna do before sleeping:
snuggle
Thing u would do for one free day:
Go to New York and walk around Times Square
Person u want to replace UP Oblation:
Sino ba ang malaki ang katawan dito? hmmmm...Mhenng?..Hoy biro lang ha!
Person that gives you 200/150 BP the moment you met him/her:
My Professors?...they keep my BP up becoz of a lot of work.
Person u could talk to 24/7:
Jozelle ---super sa kuwentuhannnnnn
Person u think of while taking a bath:
Honestly?... Ryan Philippe
Person that makes u dizzy when he/she comes close to u:
Those who dont go and take a bath!

- o 0 Unique Fantasy 0 o -

Define LOVE in a Rated R way:
Love? Love is the joining of two forces from heaven and earth!I promise i'll come up with a better one next time!
Who is your ultimate fantasy?
Ultimate? Ultimate warrior of the WWF
What is your Rated R fantasy?
I'd like it on a big floating bowl of Cheerios, milk and strawberries!
Describe your ultimate fantasy in a sexy way:
Okey! Long black hair, scary appearance, tough and nude! HaHaHa!
What will u wear on your honeymoon night?
As Angela said before...NOTHING! Why should I wear one if it'll come off anywayz? HaHaHa!
What is your wedding fantasy?
Well, having my wedding vows while sky diving!

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old letters

damn, i remember this...from someone i thought i loved before


Grace,
You are a big coward.Youve just shattered all my dreams and hopes.And to do it all through e-mail?You have no idea how much I love you,and still up to now you dont know what you mean to me.What is it?another man?That I can understand.But the fact that youre breaking up with me because I am who I am?I dont believe that.Dont tell me no lies.Be true to me.I blame myself for losing you.I had dreams for us in a home with more kids.How much im missing you and how hard it is not to have you here.By reading your e-mail,I thought I was going to die.This is too much for me.Youve just taken my heart and stepped all over it.But if that is how you feel,whats left for me to do?I hate You for this.And im sure the whole family will blame me for this.Why things like this always happen to me?I guess im just not too good with emotions.I keep too much to myself rather than go all out.This maybe the reason why.I cant finish this letter,i dont know whatelse to say.Im emotionally disturbed,I cant sleep.The thought of you being gone,all these pictures of us surrounding me.I feel like a part of me just died.


and another one...this one hated me so much!



hey Kumusta na kayo,
I know this is lame, but i swear to god this is the exact last time i will
send u peepz, anything with details like these.
First and foremost, i wasn't wrong at all, I kept all the things i hoped
for and the dreams that i try to follow, since me and Grace broke up, i kept
em' all, and i hoped to god it will happen, and Its not a mistake, and its
wasn't, i still loved you, and theres nothing wrong with still hoping, I
didn't care how much it hurt, but deep down on my soul i was afraid of not
loving you anymore, so i kept my hope alive..
Since the day of May 29, i lived my life methodically. of course, it was
pretty basic and normal, even though your gone by my side, i still laughed
cryed, woke up, sleept like any regular human being alive would do.

Everybody that was always real and down with me, still rode with me, and
you werent there anymore Grace, everywhere i look everywhere i go, from
Greenwich to Norwalk, to NY to Bridgeport, places to places, Echos house to
Lazs house, to the birth of our first kiss at Corpuz's house, all the places
we been through in the past, I went back there, Grace, without you this time,

I'm not blaming you for everything anymore, and i'm not blaming myself as
well, but you know me better than everybody Grace, my heart loves you,. and
its weak to love again. your head got big Grace. I still don't fuckin know,
how the hell you live your life right now knowing you let someone who loves
you and would do anything for you go. but enough is enough, i'll rather
forget about you now, than stay hurt and hope that you will love or care for
me again..

i told you so many times, when we were together, that IN MY FUCKIN WHOLE LIFE
I JUST WANTED TO HAVE ONE GIRL TO GROW OLD WITH, AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH, u
knew I choosed you, u FUCKIN SLUT, u made me believe u would stay and u were
the one. WELL FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU FUCK You, YOU LIED, pinaasa mo ako, your
wrong, your the biggest loser i know, BACK stabber, wipe that fuckin smile
off your face, i swear to you that i will leave you alone now, For Fuckin
ever, you can stick you and 253 7813 where the sun don't shine up your fuckin
shaved vagina. cuz i don't want that shit anymore.
and i'm not calling your stupid ass no more. why should i call you anyways,
what so i have to hear that big ass mouth of yours have pms over and over
again, i hate you, i swear to god i will hate you my whole life now. don't
even fuckin look at me, if u see me. u want your life back huh, i never took
that shit in the first place. you can have your life back, but know this, you
can live the rest of your life, knowing somebody named J to double P, hating
you and hating you and hating you. u see i use to think that your higher than
an angel but now, i think your lower than shit. u don't deserve to be
loved... Go run back to your crackhead boyfriend in the phills, have a 3 some
with him and his other slutty girlfriend there... oh yeah if you wanna show
your mom this email again, like u made her talk to me, this morning. guess
what, Mrs Gloria Mackey, i will gladly leave your slutty daughter alone now,
and i'm not young i'm almost 21, i'll be chillen in bars and clubs soon,
unlike Miss 17 year old there, your fuckin daughter is lower than shit, i know u don't really care about your daugters personal life, but she
smokes Malboro menthols all the time. haha, and she should be ashamed that
she lied to my parents about everything about her. also all those times that
she lied to you and said she was gonna to work or study, she went out with me
instead, and stayed at my house till like 2 am, u should be taking care of
that girl, after all even though shes 23, shes the most uncaring, person, in
the world, she does not give a fuck, no she doesn't, shes so careless and
ignorant about herself, she only listens to herself and nobody else, i bet
she lies to you more than she lied to me.. palayasin nyo na yan garbage na
yan..... I love this email so much, that i'm even lettin my parents read
it...

So this is what I ask of all my fans
If you ever see grace, whoop her ass, hit her with sticks, bricks, rocks,
throw shit at her, Kick her, spit on her, treat her like a hoe, bitch-slap
her,
Do it for me, do it for Fred, do it for Limp bizkit
Do it for Ate Liz, do it for Nino, do it for her mom
Do it for Atong, do it for my family, do it just to do it, fuck it
sHe's a bitch, she ain't gon' hit you back, she's nothin!

Fuck her, that's it, i'm done, i promise, i'm done, that's it, I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, i'm sorry, i promise
I just believe in kickin in somebody while they don't do shit back, God damn!
I quit.. ilibing nang buhay, ang lahat ng social .....

Don't ever say, i'm a kiss and tell again, cuz you don't have the right no
mo,
and don't call me, echo, laz or anybody in the kooL Catz or the flipz,
kissin our ass, cyin like a little baby...fuck you, u never cared about
anybody, all u care about is how good u look, and how people thinks about
you............



hahahahahahhahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa

aaaaaaahaha, i may be evil and immature now, but fuck it, i'll rather be that
than to be sad and pretending i'm trying to get stronger... thankz for fuckin
Eminem, for the influence.

i think i'm finally through with you,
I'm just daring you to say sumthin back

one more thing i ain't regreting none of this shiet..


I'm Outz, i'll see you all later in life..............


i found one blog of this guy and here is what he tells about me 3 years later after our break up...

Exactly 3 years to this very day. May 28th 2001 as i remember there was a person who likes to call herself Nixine back those days, i was rolling with that girl 24/7 none stop, well thats the first ever person who met me. there's a part of that person that made me the happiest sweetest person in the world. people would come up to me and tell me "damn, that girl is the best thing that ever happaned to you". But it was also that person who brought the other side of me in this world. i never felt anger and depression my whole life since that time. never once since then that i didn't get what i wanted. as much as i wanted it to that side of me that person saw first never left me at all. These days &5$ needs to avoid being near that girl but &^%H&&^T& really hates that girl more than anybody always did always will,.. now she goes by the nickname Nixinne with the double n, oh well maybe she has her own issues like mines but who knows. difinitely not me.

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Jan 30, 2007

abs-cbn linked my page

Wow! I searched "nixinne" at google.com and found this!...somebody bookmarked my page!! from abs-cbn nonetheless!!!

COOL!

http://www.google.com/search?q=cache:uLDuBTuej2YJ:www.geocities.com/realdream2004/abs-cbnfanatic/latest.html+nixinne&hl=en&gl=us&ct=clnk&cd=44


...and this all from watching "maging sino ka man"...
with eli, jb, celine and jackie/princess...

latest episode???

goodebye dadoods...damn..i thought that spelled "daduds"

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Jan 29, 2007

bilang isang blogger

excerpt from:
http://pinoybloggers.wordpress.com/2007/01/21/filipino-bloggers-know-their-rights/

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Bilang Isang Blogger



1. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan ko ang sumulat ng tula, kahit pa ang mga salita nito ay di magtugma, kahit na mababaw, kahit na hindi pang elitista o pangmasa.

2. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong ang sumulat ng kwento, ibahagi ang aking lungkot, duda, saya at minsan maging ang kawalan ng pag-asa.

3. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong isiwalat ang aking opinyon tungkol sa politika, simbahan, pamayanan o kahit pa tungkol sa aking pang maliit na lipunang ginagalawan.

4. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong ilabas ang aking inis, asar, yamot, galit, muhi sa aking nanay, tatay, kamag-anak, kabitbahay, at maging sa aking sarili.

5. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong kumbinsihin at paniwalain ang iba ayon sa aking idelohiya.

6. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong magtanong sa bagay bagay na makaaapekto sa akin, sa aking kaibigan, kapamilya o kababayan.

7. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong ikumpara ang dalawa o higit pang prinsipyo, bagay, lunan, o personalidad.

8. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan ko ang magsiwalat ng mga larawang nagpapahayag ng aking damdamin o katayuan sa buhay.

9. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong itago ang aking tunay na pangalan o kahit ano pang pagkakakilanlan.

10. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan kong ibahagi ang aking paniniwala o kawalan ng paniniwala sa diyos o mga diyos.

11. Nauunawaan ko, na bukod sa mga nabanggit at marami pa akong maaring gawin bilang isang blogger.

12. Nauunawaan ko na karapatan ko ang maging malaya sa pakikialam ng kahit sino man.

Ang pagiging blogger ay aking karapatan.
Karapatan ko ang maging malaya sa pagpapahayag.

Ako ay isang blogger.
At nauunawaan ko ang lahat ng ito.

Bilang isang blogger din, ibinibigay ko sa iyo ang karapatan na kopyahin ang listahang ito para ilagay sa blog mo sa kasunduang bibigyan mo ako ng karampatang pagkilala.

Hiling ko lang sana ay maalala mo, kung sino ang nagpaalala sa iyo ng mga karapatan mong ito!

Oh, para hindi matakaw sa space, pwede mo na lang itong i cut-and-paste:


Bilang Isang Blogger

Kailangan mong malaman ang iyong mga karapatan!



Ganito ang kalalabasan nyan

Bilang isang blogger, kailangan mong malaman ang iyong mga karapatan!

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