Nov 16, 2005

antukin!



O di ba? Mega hikab ang working beauty ko. Malapit na akong makatulog! Help! Asan na ang bulok ng DOTC? MMDA? Ay mali! Nasa america pala ako!


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at work

i didnt work last week at all because those darn people at blount memorial hospital cancelled me but i did flu clinic last saturday, blount tele last night and right now i am here at fort sanders memorial hospital. their computer documentation sucks and i am confused on how their nursing team is actually working. ive got only 6 pts so im not ocmplaning especially all i have ot do is to do assessments, give IV meds (which is not much either) and monitor the overall stuff thats happening with the patient. oh by the way i needed to check patients chart.

darn, tornado watch tonight here in knoxville. not sure what the story is but i guess there are severe weather towards memphis then to nashville going to knox county. i really hope i wont have to stay here tomorrow as mandatory staffing if any calamity strike. i only have 2 hours sleep since monday morning.

i received a card from my second mom in arizona...thank you mommy kathy!!!

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Nov 13, 2005

zoo time!

knoxville zoo is cool!
i have been down the last few days because of my work status...i think mike sensed that in me so he took me to the zoo...(which was originally planned on my bday...it was a happy time...i forgot about everything again...i love being able to go and roam around the zoo...it was really weird because i thought/felt that the animals in that zoo was looking at me and observing me instead of me observing them!...animals who normally lay around and do nothing will come up infront of the cage when i peek on them...mike said it was weird too...they probably think that i am new in town since hindi naman ako amerikano...ha ha ha...

we went and hang out at the preservation pub with mark and some of his friends...april and stephanie...april is the sister of lisa and david with the four kids ( just a little reminder of who is who)...i got my tanini sauce with the bread and then we went to sapphire...but no martini!...sapphire and tonic was the choice of drink there though...i cant drink anymore...it makes my stomach hurt...anyway...mark was really out of it but he went home still...

me and mike had a deep conversation regarding his view in life and how do we place each other in our worlds...i dotn know what to think after our conversation...it doesnt put me anywhere solid in his life...or am i misreading his messages?...he plans on doing a lot of stuff with me in the future...is that enough?...

we both dont want traditional marriage but want the companionship it offers...but i told him what i want and what i am scared off in this relationship...its hard to put in words what he said...a lot of people might think that i should just leave him but there is more to him than a piece of engagement ring...

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Nov 10, 2005

secret hiding place

oh my gosh!...i can't beieve it...cancelled again at work for the fourth time this week!...ive got no chance whatsoever on redeeming myself on this one...i am so frustated right now i dont even know what to think...mom left a message today...she's mad again..i can't talk to her...she terrifies me...it's like when i was a kid again...i can't be on her normal, standard list so i hide and dissappear again...i hate doing that to her...but i dont know why my way of thinking goes to the same path...hide...hide from everything...dissappear...

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Nov 9, 2005

error

why am i here? hrm... good question...i was supposed to work...but then again they cancelled me...i am getting pissed off with these people...i schedule my self almost everyday but here i am no work, no money...i need to send that check to my bank or to my mom...she's gonna be pissed again if she learned that i issued a check but i dont have enough funds again...i hope tomorrow ill be able to go to work...

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Nov 8, 2005

girls night out

hanging out with the girls tonight was refreshing. the last time that i did it was two months ago in san francisco. i was spoiled at that place. met lots of great people. kept few friends like graham.

me, jamie and her friend, angela went to barley's at old city knoxville. nice place. looks like one of those loft apartments with exposed wires but they were beautifully arranged with those high ceilings. the opening jazz band was great although they just played two songs. girls talk all night. of course it was all about guys, flirting, relationships and more girly talks. loved it! (by the way, the pizza was awesome - ate four slices)

giggity giggity gi giddy

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new day, new templates, new blogs



just another day in paradise...need food in my belly...
what to eat today???
nothing interesting...but this blogger gets better and better...new templates...by CAZ...i like all the templates on her site... got to check em out...

by the way...i am also adding some more blogs that talks about my life passions or hobbies...check it out soon

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Nov 7, 2005

preservation pub



just me and mike at the pub

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Nov 5, 2005

birthday weekend

















isnt that sweettttttt!?

mike gave me these presents (and some are still in the mail apparently) for ym bday aside from taking me to the movies to watch zorro. we tried going to the zoo yesterday but it was closed. and we just watched movies after movies after movies. (including exorcist: the beginning & the notebook ) we just cuddled on my living room floor all night last night. i dont really know what to say or what to expect. he is the most wonderful guy ever. (not because of the gifts) but for all other reasons.

tonight, my shift got cancelled so we just finished reading da vinci code. it's an awesome book but not to be taken seriously. it is in fact a novel and not a textbook regarding symbology and religious facts. i will need a separate blog entry for my opinion on this one.

well. nothing more to be said. just so thankful that ive got family and friends that remembered me on my special day. i am so lucky to have them.


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Nov 4, 2005

berdey ko!

sinulat ko ang blog na ito sa site ni tomas de aquino

Little Intro

November 4 is her birthday! How old? Depends kung nasaan ka :P ano nga ba ang title na gusto ko?...masyadong maraming episode ang buhay ko...ang hirap tuloy humanap ng title para sa ongoing novela ng aking pagkatao...

ilang chapter na nga ba ang nabuksan at naisara at uumpisahan pa...

bertdey ko ngayon at heto nag iisa ako physically pero telephatically (tama ba? meron bang ganitong word?) kausap ko ang best friend kong si bessy...

nabati na ako ng mga major performers sa buhay ko... mommy, daddy, stepdad, baby, mike, bessy, angela, joy, michelle, emily, edna, chona at marami pa na bumati sa panaginip ko...

anyway, ano nga ba ang wishlist ko for today...

materialistic muna ang byuti ko..

once upon a timeyung low neck line black lacy blouse na nakita ko sa LIMITED
full set ng silk wrap with tips na nails
magkaroon ng bag na over 50 dollars ang halaga
boots na flat pero stylish para makapaglakad ako fashionably
round trip ticket to the philippines
house & lot (aba, kung mag dream lang din ako e lakihan ko na noh!)
mitsubushi eclipse 2006 or kahit na anong 6 speed car na hard top convertible
magkaroon ng super thin na figure ala nicole richie (mukhang bangkay na si PALITO)
ok, pagod na ako sa pagkamaterialistic ko today...

emotional wish naman

Atong rhymes with utongmakita at mayakap ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay ko (ATONG!!!)
magkaroon ng halaga sa mundo
world peace & prosperity ( o di ba, pang mas universe )
i ahon sa kahirapan at ka estupidahan ang pilipinas
makasama ko ang aking ama
yumaman para maipamigay ko sa mga taong mahal ko sa buhay...mag travel kaming lahat kung saan saan..
sumaya lahat ng friends ko
makapag-asawa ng matandang mayaman at madaling mamatay (joke lang...ano ako si anna nicole?)
peace of mind...
be happy everyday till the day i die
MORE TIMEEEEEEEEEE

o di ba!...wala na akong masabi ...pero ano nga kaya ang magandang title ng buhay ko?

title
GONE WITH THE WIND??? hahahahha or
Fil-American PSYCHO
ok..nxt time ulit!

kung may panahon pa ako

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Nov 3, 2005

team nursing

work.
need i say more? at least ill earn something.

i dont like team nursing. i like primary nursing better.
although it is a perk to order people around while you scramble your way around all the gruesome paperwork of the hospital. seems like i have control of everything but in reality i dont. i ve got too much stuff to do as a team leader while my med nurse is just giving meds. id like to know what is going on first hand on my patients. be able to treat them and be aware of all that involves them. damn paperwork!

i'll just eat my bread and stop whining.

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Nov 2, 2005

rookies

it's rookies night!

gotta loosen up a bit. need alcohol in my veins. maybe it will reach my brain and it will indignantly swell up then burst into millions of pieces...

rookies here in west knoxville area (approximately 2 miles away from my apartment) is a fun, cozy, sports oriented bar that is good for low budgeted night outs and bad for alcoholics. they've got good deal on pitcher and pint drafts from monday to thursday. imagine this... $4 per pitcher of any drafts and 10 cents shrimps and buffalo wings!...yum yum yum...

rooookiesssss!

Rookies Sports Bar & Grill
134 N Peters Rd
Knoxville, TN 37923-4907
(865) 691-0219

me, mike, mark and jamie ( the four of us doesnt have much friends here in knoxville area so we frequently amuse ourselves by hanging out together almost every night ) gathered around a high, round table on the middle of the bar dinking away our youth and filling our guts with their delicious shrimps and buffalo wings.

but my night didnt end as well as i planned it to be. i thought ill be good but egh. gerd kicked in. or stomach virus. gruesome details need not to be discussed unless persuaded privately. egh.

at least mike was there to help me out. rubbing my back. offering me water. just being there.

i think its time to go to sleep

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Nov 1, 2005

the first of the month

""Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you
didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away
from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream.
Discover." -Mark Twain


yep, it is the first of the month.
and i just dropped my mom and stepdad at mcghee-tyson airport here in knoxville.
end of their short weekend visit here and the start of another painful month of endless hopes & dreams.
i'll sit here on my crummy desk while staring at this computer screen, trying hard to forget everything that i am responsible for.
need a fun thing to do.
watch something. or read something. damn just DO something.
......... the endless dots of worrying ........


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