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How Weird Are You?
 Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.
What American City Are You?
Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture.
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How Evil Are You?
 You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you!
How Scary Are You?
 Serial killers would run away from you in a flash.
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Oct 19, 2005 Continuation...Psych Unit I forgot what happened to my last blog about the psych unit i worked on but i'll just continue to blabber stuff about how real & UN real it is to have such ordeal... it is very interesting...the facts of life...the human anatomy & physiology...no machine can ever match what we have in our body and how it works...its fucking incredible...the more i see it and work with it, it amazes me more and more...and like other things in this materialistic world, we tend to take it for granted...hence the smoking, drinking, inhaling stuff we are not suppose to, putting unknown stuff in our body, eating all the unhealthy foods, indulging our eyes with violence in movies and sex on TV... etc...etc...and i am only talking about human body here...i havent mention the human brain yet...whi9ch i will do now...the human brain...darn those brain cells...theyre oretty fucking amazing...it can make the whole body work and more!...it can make you sing, dance, have sex, enjoy sex, be angry, be sad, be productive at work, be lazy, be athletic, be creative, build stuff, enables you to make your own fucking decisions (this part of the brain work kinda slow for most people...). It determines what personality youre gonna have according to your "growing uo experiences"... ok, i am sounding like a fucking science book here but the main point is that we take our own life for granted, making the littlest thing the worst case scenario in the world before hurricane katrina, earthquake in pakistan and the NYC 911 tragedy... these people that i worked with in the psych unit...i couldnt even grasp the intensity of their situation but most of them i observed has some genetic, environmental and developmental influence. Genetic being a lot of their immediate family has some sort of psych issues, environmental being where they were raised and what kind of place/situation they were in , developmental being having their parent's influence is (aka how they raised them) & or how their brain actualy grew into what it is right now... i passed through that stage...being depressed...being suicidal...being angry...but that was a long time ago...it took me a while to realize that analyzing things and going into the depth of the realms of my existense and pitying myself for what i didnt have and what couldve been rather than enjoying what i had and being thankful fro all the small things that was given to me was better than anything else...i always tried to live in the past, tried to look for something that was missing and i didnt even know what was it that i was missing, tried to mourn what was left behind, tried to hate, tried to be mad...it doesnt work...i just had to live my life... i still dont know if there is anythign in this world would make me happy as i was when i gave birth to my son...it was the happiest time of my life...i knew i have someone i can call my own, my own flesh and blood...it is no comparison to louis vuitton bag i assure you...  
Psych Unit Hohummmm...(sabay inat ng katawan)...Ano ba to?...hindi na ako makatulog...tatlong oras pa lang akong natutulog ah...o...nagtataka ka pa, e nagtrabaho ako kagabi...ano tinrabaho ko?...e ano pa? e di mga mentally & emotionally challenged people... oo, sa isang mental facility dito sa Oakridge TN ako nadestino kagabi...aba e masaya ang buhay ko...wala yata akong ginawa kagabi kundi mag-basa ng Star, National Enquirer, US, Life&Style, People's Magazine at 1973 edition ng Guinness Book of World Records...o di ba..habang ang mga pasyente ko na may...akala ko interesante ang buhay ng mga artista...kabi kabila ang pagwawaldas ng salapi sa breast reduction, breast implants, face lifts, tummy tucks, magagarbong damit, sapatos at mamahaling bag, ang paghihiwalay, pagsasama at pagbubuntisan ng kapwa artista, at ang kanilang mga makabagong pananaw tulad ng scientology (ok sa ibang blog mo na basahin kung ano ang pinyon ko sa lintik na sekta na iyan)...
My Sweet 16 on MTV la lang, gusto ko lang isulat na may trabaho na ako...per diem nga lang pero ok na rin...grabe ghetto ng isang type ng hospital dito...nakakapagod magtrabaho sa gabi...hindi kasi makatulog ng maayos sa umaga...ano naman kaya ng gagawin ko ngayon...teka...nasabi ko na ba nabili na ni mike ang cabin sa gatlinburg...hayun at tinatapos ang finishing touches para ma-i-pa rent na niya this weekend...on season kasi ang pagbabakasyon sa gatlinburg...fall na kasi..maganda ang view dito sa tennessee pag fall...sarap pa ng weather...di gaanong malamig... nanood nga pala ko kanina ng my sweet sixteen sa mtv...grabe ang mga kabataan ngayon...tsk tsk tsk...sobrang spoiled...walang respeto sa magulang at walang bukambibig kundi ang pambabalahura sa magulang at pagtrato sa mga ito na parang atm machine... anyway..idescribe ko lang pasumandali ang napanood ko...apat na episode nga yata ang napanood ko kanina...heto ang maikling decription ng katarantaduhan ng mga "rich' kuno na mag be bertdey sa minumurang edad na disisais... 1. amanda - letseng bata ito...walang bukambibig kundi pera at pambabastos sa ama na walang ginawa kundi ang paypayan ng salapi ang mukha ng anak para hindi mag "tantrums"...libo-libong salapi ang ginasta...mantakin mong tumataginting na tatlong daan libong piso para lang sa sweet sixteen?...nakaktakot isipin kung ano ang gustong gawin ng batang ito sa kanyang dubut o kaya sa kanang kasal...sayang maganda pa naman pero mukhang madaling mahuhulog sa droga at kawalan ng edukasyon dahil walng disiplina...sa isang malaking club sa florida ginanap ang party...si ciara ang guest performer...may damit na 1800 ang halaga pero binasura sa araw ng bertdey dahil "she doesnt feel beautiful" daw...nag mamaktol pa at sa mercedes lang siya nakasakay at hindi sa limosine... 2. triplets - bitches din ang tatlong ito pero at least ok ang trato sa magulang...bitch lang sila sa isat isa...gustong magpasikat kanya kanya sa bertdey celebration na may guest na ang pangalan ay ____cult...pasensiya na hindi ko na matandaan ang pangalan eh...ginastusan ng mahigit na walumpung libo dolyares...haayyy...daig ko pa ang inuntog sa lotto... 3. cindy - eto...mukhang pinay...akalain mong ang accent ng ina ay bisaya kaya alam mong pinay...espanol nga lang yata ang ama...malinggit na bata pero nakakainis ding panoorin dahil may ugaling gaya ng number 1 (si amanda)...walang pakumadang gumasta ng salapi sa mga bagay na di naman karapat dapat...sa staten island ginanap ang bertdey sa isang excelsior something something na hotel or ballroom....naghire pa ng dancers at kabayo!...nakakainis nga lang panoorin ang ina dahil nag pi prima donna rin... 4. nakalimutan ko na ang pangalan - magarbo ito at since spanish ang pamilya, magandang bata at marunong rumespeto sa magulang...princess theme ang bertdey niya...magarbo ang gown...ganda ng entrance...may cotillon...at sa opening remarks eh may mga pictures niya...mukhang modelo...ganda ng katawan at hanep!...gusto ko ang kanyang dancing clothes!...(DI NGA LANG AKO KAKASYA!) so yun lang...gusto ko lang i-share ang napanood ko kanina...wala namang kasing gaanong nangyari last week kundi orientation at trabaho... hanggang sa muli!...(manonood muna ako ng maalala mo kaya sa abs-cbn now)
Addicted... Yep..i am now officially addicted to rollercoaster tycoon...wala na akong ginawa kundi ang mag laro nito!...LOSERRRRRR!...i need to go out one of these days...oops..i need to sleep coz were going to North Carolina tomorrow...or should i say later...
Rollercoaster Tycoon Ok, so last night was saturday night and sad to say i was a loser...meaning i didnt go out and didnt do anything...i was going to pull out my hair in different places but decided it would hurt and would lose some of my hair so i settled into playing a computer game...
Catastrophe People who hates me would say...GOOD FOR YOU! WHY? Because it is a major catastrophe! I thought coming here in Knoxville will be awesome...I'll have a nice luxury apartment, boyfriend in town, good job, nightlife...i thought it will be a nice getaway to all problems before i actually face them...
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